ruins your lungs
dries out all your tears
leaves you lying awake at 4 in the morning
wishing you weren’t alive
I think the weirdest thing is that the person you’re going to marry and spend the rest of your life together with is currently walking the earth, living their own life, going to school or going to work or whatever, doing all these things and making all these memories that you’ll get to hear about from them years from now.